my first love

Teaching is my first love and I know that I will always come back to it.

At this point of my life, I feel I need to temporarily leave this profession to accommodate a new member of our family. Yes, I am pregnant!

In one of my previous posts, I expressed my desire to become a mother after being married to my husband for three years. I’ve been wanting it since we got married but for a lot of reasons, we’ve been putting it off. One was because we were not yet really settled—we’ve been moving from one city to another.  Another one was because I wanted to build a career in teaching here in Austria but the baby’s here.  At the time when I was doubtful about which one to do first, circumstances decided for me—I got pregnant and I am really very happy about it.

What happens to this blog now that I am not teaching anymore?

Well, I will still continue this blog. I’ll probably write about past experiences or future plans on teaching. And hey, a mother is a teacher too! So I don’t think I will run out of things to write about.

And to keep me busy, I will focus on my writing. I’ll do some freelance writing jobs while I’m pregnant. It’s the perfect set up for someone like me who wants to avoid all the stress of teaching but still wants something to keep her busy.

I actually already started updating all my blogs and I even created a new one. I created Being Super Mom to chronicle my pregnancy.   My blogs will give me something to do from now until my baby’s old enough to go to school. That will take some time but I know that someday, I’ll go back to teaching because like I said when it comes to professions;

Teaching is my first love and I know that I will always come back to it.

the history of my career as a teacher

In my high school year book, I wrote “pre-school teacher” as my ambition. I had no second thoughts about wanting to become a teacher.

I got into college and I remember being so eager to finish my tertiary education so I could immediately start working as a teacher but sometime in my senior year, I went through a difficult situation and this severely affected my studies. The grades—which were supposed to be the most important grades— I received during my senior year were really disappointing. They were good enough for me to graduate but bad enough to get a teaching job in a reputable school.

That’s when I started to doubt about whether I should teach or follow another career.

I could have got a teaching job right after college but if I would have had, I am sure that it would have been in a second class private school where the teacher’s salary is way down below the minimum salary and I couldn’t afford to work and not earn enough to support myself.

So I decided to work in an office. Being really good with computers helped me earn my first job as a payroll clerk in a textile company. My career had grew in that company but after three long years, I realized that I want something else for a career. I had resigned from my post and then I tried looking for a teaching job. After about a month of unsuccessful job hunting, I lost hope. I had decided to go back to the business world and easy enough, I landed a managerial job in a small electronic factory in Manila. The pay was great but I only lasted seven months because I was totally unhappy with the job and I didn’t get along with my boss.

I had tried applying for jobs abroad and I was really pleased when I got a job offer to teach in China. Without hesitation, I had accepted it and flew immediately to China. I signed a contract to teach for a year in a middle school somewhere in a third class city near Changhcun, Jilin, China. It was a really tough year but thinking about it now, I am sure that going to China is one of the best decisions I made in my life. It paved my way back to teaching plus I met my husband. Shortly after getting married, I stopped working because the nature of my husband’s work doesn’t allow us to stay in one place long enough for me to teach in a school.

When we had finally settled down here in Austria in April of 2009, I got the time to focus on my career. It wasn’t easy but with a lot of hard work and with my husband’s support, I can call myself a “teacher” once again.